Mumford and Sons - Reminder

Sometimes I feel like I'm walking faster than I should. There are times where I can't breathe properly and I just stand, sobbing. I miss him so much and I can't avoid feeling hurt. He just needed to try harder and sooner, nothing more,I loved him so much. I did things for him I think I won't do again.
I just want to feel better,safer. I want to feel like I've found some peace.